E.O. Wilson in his book Letters to a Young Scientist suggests that if you are not good at math, all is not lost, if your desire is to be a scientist He coaches the importance of finding a field of science that supports your level of math competency while you continue to strengthen your skills. Oh, how I wished I had this guidance when I was in my early college years. While never the top of my class in my high school Regents chemistry and physics classes, I was able to hold my own. In college I withdrew from freshman chemistry with an average of about 19 the first go around. I took it again and failed it. Third time, a night class after I had graduated, I nailed it with a B average, but by then my confidence and self image had been annihilated. This required a total revamping of my two year college plan and precluded me from advancing in the medical technology program I was in. The problem was not the "science" but the math.
Helping Maisie ( who is quite skilled ) with her math has been exciting as I am finally getting some of the concepts and seeing patterns that I did not during my own education. Math is beautiful and extraordinary. I love reading and thinking about theoretical topics in physics and new ideas and advances in mechanics, computers,electronics, solar, energy, natural sciences. and yes, even math. This is more about the language and art of science.
Dr. Wilson also suggests one find what one was meant to do and pursue it-doggedly. If only knowing what I was meant to do was clearly defined and I could be passionately devoted and dedicated to it! I have made my career(s) in the social sciences and often try to think of myself as a social scientist. I know I have done some good and helped a few people and I hope that I have not caused any harm or suffering to those I have tried to help in my work (and in life for that matter). There have been times when my work has been exciting and felt noble and rewarding and many times when it has not; when it has been a total soul suck.
What if what I am good at is something that I don't like?
