Monday, September 24, 2012

Cellular Memory

Every night Abby goes for a walk.  Every other night, it is my turn to take her for her evening constitutional.  I always make her wait when we come back into the driveway until I unsnap her collar from the leash.  I get enjoyment from watching her bound up the steps into the house.  The other night I realized it is my middle-aged version of releasing the dogsled from the truck.

When I was young, my father and I raced dog teams.  We would hook the sled up to the bumper of the pick up truck and then put four to six dogs in harness and onto the lead and gang lines attached to the sled.  It was a loud and raucous and bursting with excitement and anticipation good time.  The dogs would leap and howl and shiver waiting for the moment when all that pent up energy would be unleashed. Usually, there was a plow comb where the town trucks stopped plowing the road and the trail began a few feet from where we launched the teams.  After all the dogs were ready to go, I would grasp the handle of the sled with one hand and reach down and unsnap the hardware on the line holding the sled, that was bouncing around and lurching forward with each lunge of the team, to the truck and swoosh-we were out of there like a shot. Within seconds I would be airborne on the sled going over the plow comb, hit the soft pack of the trail and the team would settle into their cadence.  We would glide into the woods, the cacaphony of the making ready falling away and replaced by the tamped down footfalls of the team, the slight sound of the runners on the snow and the breathing of the dogs.

What I would give for one of those afternoons with my dad and dogs again...everything was possible then.  

So for a brief moment a few nights a week I am 12 years old deep in the woods of upstate NY anticipating the ride even as I am watching and hoping my parent's geriatric Keeshound clears the steps into the house.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

When you stop doing things for fun, you might as well be dead.  Long live fun and adventure.  Take more adventure days.

Just Out of Grasp

You know when you are searching for a word and it's just not coming to you?  You almost have it and poof ! it's gone. That is how I am feeling about creating the right livelihood I am looking for.  Perhaps it's just the contemplations are not quite the right fit, but there is something waiting to be manifested -I just know it.  Now if I could only manifest it.

Adventure may hurt you but monotony will kill you.